Upon Further Review

Posted: 17th February 2012 by Duality in What's Happening

Having had enough of the whole not being able to orgasm thing, I decided to do some research into the medication I was taking.  It seems Zoloft is pretty infamous for this little side effect.  So at least I know exactly what is going on instead of just largely suspecting it.  And there are some things that can be done to help with it should I not be able to shrug off these effects.  If at the first of March I’ve still got this problem, I’ll make the doctor’s appointment and see what we can do.  The over the counter remedies, and surprisingly there are some, all come with some serious warnings about not taking them in conjunction with a list of medications that probably include 75% of what I take.  So I’ll not mess with that until I get an all clear from the doc.  Just as an FYI, the best looking one is Yohimbine which you can actually get prescribed or buy a probably less pure version at any health food or GNC type store.  Just read up on it first before you mess with it.

To say this has caused some tension between Grace and I would be an understatement.  She’s been floating on a sexual bliss since Monday and I’ve been sexually frustrated since a little before that.  She’s also had to heal up from her flogging which has left her really unable to try to help me with my own problems.  As each day has passed the tension and resentment by me kind of built up.  It exploded a little last night when Grace chose an unfortunate choice of words to reply to me coming onto her.  There’s just not going to be a quick fix to this, sadly.  Her father goes into surgery today for what will hopefully be an outpatient and routine procedure.  But they are checking for things that may cause him to stay longer.  So she’s worried and anxious about that.  Until that situation clears up and another situation I can’t get into clears up, there’s probably not going to be much intimacy between the two of us.  Which is just going to leave me even further in the frustrated category.

Its also kind of hard to tell how much of this impatience and frustration is caused by simply not being able to cum and how much of it could possibly be caused by the Zoloft.  If Zoloft is going to leave me feeling this way regardless as to whether or not I cum, then I’d rather not be on it thank you very much.   Of course the only other real option I have for my panic disorder that the doc seems to think I have is Prozac which is a drug I’d prefer to avoid.  I’ve known too many people who have taken that particular drug and had things go from bad to worse on them because of it.  So….bleh.

Okay, enough whining.  Having a plan of action helps a little.  But Dear God do I have a serious case of blue balls at the moment.  When I do finally cum its going to be like a damn geyser.