Archive for August, 2011

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Posted: 31st August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics

I’ve been pondering how to go about creating a system for Grace to “earn” her collar back.  It needs to be full of ritual and heavy on symbolism for a myriad of reasons.  She has to feel like she struggled to get it.  She needs to feel that sense of accomplishment that goes with that [...]

6 years

Posted: 30th August 2011 by Duality in History, warm fuzzies

Grace first came to visit me when I lived in Tennessee in February of 2005.  She stayed a couple of weeks and needless to say we hit it off rather well.  She came again at the end of July of that year and was to stay until August 31st.  I lived in Sevierville, Tennessee at [...]

So tired

Posted: 29th August 2011 by Duality in Uncategorized

It doesn’t take a lot to get my sleep out of whack.  In fact the only time I seem to sleep “regular” hours is when I’ve fallen so far behind that I get lapped by a new day.  So this whole breathing machine thing is screwing with me pretty badly.  Its not like I have [...]

Air of Invincibility

Posted: 29th August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics

There’s just something about that switch being turned on and going into Dom mode that just defies reason with me.  On a day to day basis I have anxiety.  Some of it is normal.  Some of it is manufactured by the nerves firing off wrong in my back and brain.  So being 100 percent sure [...]

Tired

Posted: 28th August 2011 by Duality in Uncategorized

With an eye towards my operation I’ve started to try to sleep on my back as opposed to my side which won’t be possible to do once the hips get replaced.  I also am trying to use my breathing machine at night again after being beyond bad about using it for a tiny period of [...]

Focus

Posted: 27th August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics, History

So I’m a gamer.  I jokingly refer to myself as an O.G.  Original gamer.  I played Pong.  I’ve played on every console starting with Atari either by owning it or playing at a friend’s house.  And I played on the old TI-99 and Commodore 64.  I played the Hell out of my Commodore.  Grace even [...]

Grace felt…..prompted

Posted: 27th August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics, Scenes

Grace posted a bit earlier about a scene she initiated and I figured giving my side of what happened might not be a bad idea.  First off, a few facts.  I’m not a switch.  Submission holds nothing really for me.  I do enough of that with my body daily.  The same goes with pain.  I [...]

Origin of roles

Posted: 26th August 2011 by Duality in History

The percentage of people who have a blog and are not depressed must be small.  Especially considering words like “epidemic” being used around the word depression in the US today.  Well, if not being depressed is the minority then I’m a member of the majority.  Yay.  There is the obvious thing about having a body [...]

Daddy time

Posted: 26th August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics

Grace and I have a bit of an arrangement when it comes to Daddy time.  If its something I want to do I just say the word, “Baby” to her.  Nothing else.  Its a bit of a switch that flips on that part of her.

Senior moment

Posted: 25th August 2011 by Duality in Dynamics, Scenes

So Grace was being bratty and I decided I was going to break her.  Its a fun game we play.  She rebels and I crush her.  Usually with a few orgasms to humiliate her by pointing out that not only did she lose, its what she wanted in the first place.  Yesterday… that didn’t go [...]